ME MYSELF and this underactive thyroid

So here it is I'm fat.  I blame my underactive thyroid.  How dare I.  Own up time.  So today had it all planned had cereal sorted. Made lunch, a buttie, bag of crisps, a biscuit and an apple.  So far so good.  Went and got my diet fizzy pop.  Mind I need to hit that on the head.  Oh no 79p for a huge bar of chocolate and 49p for a bag off fizzy sweets.  WHY!!!! Got to work .  Scoffed the bar of chocolate went for a paper then opened the sweets and scoffed the lot.  My mouth hurts.  Then, well, look it's my birthday on Sunday and Val got me a tub of sweets my favourite kind.  I've scoffed them but got 2 fizzy belts left.  Come home made tea.  Then I've scoffed 4 bags of crisps and ate a huge cookie.  I'm actually sat deciding if I dare bare all.  Seeing is believing and this could be a self help kind of trip.  No one needs to see it or know about it.  Only anyone that stumbles upon it.  Dare I or dare I not.  What I want to do is take a photo of me in my Grundy's and the weight on the scales and log the diet journey.  Then every 6lb take a photo of me in  me Grundy's   and the weight on the scales.  The thought frightens me a little.  Might chat to Sam and see what she thinks I have a camera could take the photo my self or get Sam to use her camera and we can upload onto here.  Nope just thought better not If someone happens to stumble on this then who knows what will happen to the photo.  So a clothed photo and a photo of the scales as proof.  Yes my mind is made up.  Off to do the photo shoot and  talk Samantha into doing the photo.